Looking Forward

I will be taking summer and fall classes. I'm very excited for this summer, for it will be my last summer as an Undergrad student, but it will be so crammed. I'll take 9 hours, plus one independent study making 12 hours, sky diving (!), scuba diving school with Laura (hopefully), and catching up with everyone. I also plan on visiting Ashley in Ft. Smith, and Casey in Tx (currently drawing a blank on the city.. Houston? Something in that area). I have a million things I want to do, but one girl can only fit so much into 98 days. Maybe I'll have a power blast summer. Sounds good now. O, And I'll have to find a job and add that in. I'm in limbo of college student to real life lady. lady..haha, who am I kidding? I'll always be Lacy the 12 year-old, old-woman. Pearls and a trampoline, right?
As much as I feel like I have going on, I also have a lot of undecidedness in my life. Graduating in December will give me a lot of free time... that is, I don't know what I will be doing after December. 2010 will be a terrifying year, but I hope to make the most of it. I have numerous options, I just don't want to count on anything because it might not work out. (Grad. School, Peace Corps, TeachforAmerica, Teach English abroad?)
I know that I'm dealing with what a lot of people my age are dealing with as well, so I'm not special in this feeling. I need to find the strength to make decisions, start carrying a pocket dictionary, and get my business in order. I just feel like if I was in OK, all my school things would be easier because I wouldn't be waiting on Max Mathis in admissions to email me back, or having to constantly email my advisor about classes and Max Mathis NOT emailing me back.

That being said, I CAN DO IT, even if Max Mathis is a silly goon working for OU.