Do Good-er

I feel like I'm back to my do-good self again. It's been a long time, but I think I'm creeping back to loving others.

4 1/2 years of college was nothing but LACY. I made time for others, helped my friends out, socialized, but I stopped doing anything to help a general group of people. I disliked the way clubs were run or certain people to do with a club, it was always something. I guess it was that, 'Find your way,' philosophy or something. I shared everything from birth to college. When I lived in the dorms, it was me and another person that I didn't get along with, but when it was only me, I decided I really liked everything to revolve around me. I bought what groceries I wanted, decided what TV show to watch, what to play on my computer, ME, ME, ME.

I was isolated in the Spring. I hated it. I felt like it was only me, not about me. I moved back to Norman and started doing my own thing again. This time, it was different. I've grown up a lot. I guess you have to eventually. As scary as it is to me, I'm okay with it. I ran Race for the Cure with some great friends for a great cause. I'm continuing to run. My manager at work asked me to be Team Captain for Relay for Life. I had no idea that there was so much for the people on the team to do because our previous captains have never said much. I'm going to own my role and make it fun. or something...



I feel better. finally. Small steps.