Eyeball Blisters

Alluring title, aye? Yes, I had to go to the eye doctor this morning. Go allergies!

Anyway, not the point of my blogita today. It is a little past mid-way in the semester. I am dragging. 6 hours and I'm about to fall apart. It's not even hard work. I have a giant mess in my room, have stuff everywhere because I'm still in transition (yes, 3 1.2 months of this), and just don't give a flying flip. I find it hard to be nice to people who are even the slightest bit irritating. I would just rather move on from their stupidity.

I'm in an awful place. I know where a lot of it stems from and I'm hoping that will calm. Only time will tell. Running is not as comforting as it once was, but I think I'm going to start pushing myself to do more. More time running to music, less time thinking? And I'm picking up knitting. I decided that maybe something chill would be nice to relax too. The only down side of it is that when I do have a free moment to be still, I want to be completely still.

I need to get my crap together. Lots of things need to be organized. I feel like I try and try and try, but it is still a swing and a miss.

I type this while I should be working on my paper. I'm a little frustrated with it, so I'm stopping for right now. I'm going to get up early, run, and work on my paper a little more. Go to work, then come home and FINISH it.